song written at a cemetary

put my focus on other things, other people
to keep giving energy to my/this confusion
is feeding it
give in and you'll feed it
don't give in you'll feed it

maybe help him
or help her
help you
it's an idea

but stop fucking around in my head
all the shoulds fucking with me
i'm feeling like i've failed
feeling like i've failed
failed.

Chorus

But how could that be true
how could I have failed you
I couldn't have, just me, just me
unless you tell me different-ly

How could that be true
how could I have done something to you
when I'm so wrapped up in my own bullshit that
I can't see- out of it.

Focus on other people, other things
ideas other than
what I'm supposed to be, to be doing, get paid for, enjoy

See you, see him, see her
Take a walk, come back in
with the smells of the outside, and a different state of mind

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