O.L.

Celia about died laughing when I yodeled/moaned in a Disney-like voice, "oooooohhhh life!"

I am happier than I have been in a long time. I made a list yesterday of things that I'd like to accomplish in this lifetime. I did as *they* said, and put each wish in past tense, as if I'd done it.

I wrote a very cathartic and truthful blog.
I had an amazing, loving relationship with my partner.
I had an successful career, self created.
I was a wonderful cook!
She (me) was a wonderful singer/songwriter/storyteller/artist/entertainer.
Fearless!

I really want the love wish.

Being part of community. Gosh, that's why I'm here. To be part of community, to glue it all together and make it a little more peaceful and a little more fun. Now I have this time, which is still jammed, yet, it's fuller. I actually feel like I have more blood, more body, I'm more woman. These parts of me are acknowledged. For no amount of money, will I be a machine.